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[strawberrysorbae]

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[strawberrysorbae]

[she nods in agreement.] I felt the same way. It was like I couldn't help myself. I was relieved that it affected you too, though, because I really didn't want you to get mad or break up with me because of it. [a pause.] You...don't want to break up with me because of it, do you?

[aomeanie]

[he shakes his head.] No, of course I don't! I'm just... I don't know I feel really confused right now?

[strawberrysorbae]

Do you think that you...like Kichan, in that way?

[aomeanie]

[he runs his hands through his hair and tugs it slightly.] I... I don't know? I mean I like him as a friend, yeah? But... [he grumbles]

[strawberrysorbae]

[she leans a little closer.] Do you want to kiss him again? Do you think you'd like it?

[aomeanie]

[his nose scrunches a bit.] I don't know.... I mean it was different kissing him than what it usually feels like when I kiss you? But it was a good different. That's... that's not weird is it?

[strawberrysorbae]

I don't think that's weird at all. [she nuzzles him affectionately.] Kissing him was a different kind of good than kissing you is. You're different people, after all, and the way I feel about you both is different too!

[aomeanie]

[he looks up at her.] What about you?

[strawberrysorbae]

Eh? What about me?

[aomeanie]

Do you want to kiss him again too.

[that moment when you almost write kill him..... whoops]

[strawberrysorbae]

I do. I think I'd like it a lot. But I don't...I don't want to lose you over this, Daichan. [she knows how territorial he is.] I won't do it again if you don't want me to, and I won't be mad or unhappy.

[aomeanie]

So... do you like him? [trying to be lowkey casual about it. let's see how well that works]

[strawberrysorbae]

[oh god. she has to swallow a few times to speak past the lump in her throat.]

I'm polyamorous. That means I can be in love with more than one person at a time. My feelings towards every person are very different, and I don't care about two people the same way. [a deep breath.] I like him. And I love you. Seeing you two together...made me happy, not jealous. But Daichan, I started dating you knowing that you probably weren't like me. I'm okay and happy with it just being the two of us. Don't feel like you have to make a decision just because I feel a certain way.

[aomeanie]

[he nods slowly as he slumps back on the bed. he runs his hands up his face and rubs at his eyes a little.] This is just... it's all happening too quickly all at once.

[strawberrysorbae]

[ugh she's going to cry, she's so nervous. this is why she never brought this up before.] We don't have to make any decisions right away. I'm sorry to spring all this on you so suddenly. I just...just remember I love you, okay? I love you so much, Daiki, and I'll respect whatever you want to do.

[aomeanie]

No it's not that. [he still keeps his hands over his eyes though.] I think I might have.... I don't know, enjoyed kissing him as well? And I wouldn't mind doing it again, but that just.... confuses me even more? Because I've always felt like I was a one s.o. kind of person? So the fact that I want to do it again confuses the hell out of me because this is so new and it's all happening too quickly.

[strawberrysorbae]

[oh okay thank fucking god, her stomach unknots a little at his words.] Does it bother you at all that he's another guy? [honestly she was expecting more gay crisis.] But I understand, it...it really freaked me out, when I first started to realize these things about myself. I thought no one would want to be with me, that they'd think that I was greedy to like more than one person, or that I didn't think they were enough for me.

[aomeanie]

I guess so? I haven't really thought about guys like that since, well... you know. [he has a healthy obsession with boobs for a reason.] For what it's worth though, I don't find you greedy? You just have more love to give, I guess.

[strawberrysorbae]

[she leans forward to give him a tearful kiss.] Thank you, Daichan. It means a lot to me to hear you say that.

[she clears her throat and laughs.] I understand. I've always just assumed you only liked girls and that was it. But even knowing he's a boy, you're still open to kissing him again, so...maybe that tells you something.

[aomeanie]

Yeah, but I don't want to be a dick to him? He has feelings for me Satsuki. I don't want to go up to him and be like I think I might like making out with you-- but I don't know if I'm romantically into him like I am with you??

[strawberrysorbae]

I don't think Kichan was even expecting you to want that much. [you like boobs too much aomine, everyone assumes you're as straight as straight comes.] I think you should be honest with him. Tell him that you liked kissing him, and you're interested in maybe doing it again, but you've never thought about him like that, so you aren't sure if you return his feelings but are willing to give them serious consideration. Avoiding the subject isn't going to help you make up your mind any.

[aomeanie]

[he lifts his hands up as he finally looks over at satsuki.] And you don't find any of this weird, do you? I mean, like... I know you said that you're poly.... poly-whatever, but you don't find me weird for questioning myself, do you?

[strawberrysorbae]

[she smiles when he finally looks at her.] Not at all! We've been raised in a society that's very set on people being one way, so it doesn't surprise me at all that you're only just now questioning yourself.

[aomeanie]

Okay. [he sighs.] I'll talk to Kise about this later. Would it be easier if I let him come to me? I mean... he kind of ran away from me after I found out he has... feelings for me.

[strawberrysorbae]

No, nope, you're gonna need to go to him. Kichan is the master of avoiding the subject, and he'll run forever if you let him.